You’re the most sensitive person ever trapped in the
body of a person who looks like they’ve never been fazed by anything
ever. Everyone thinks you have your chill, but you have never had your
chill. You are the actual opposite of chill.
You do a lot of things very well because you’re in competition with past
versions of yourself all the time, so it actually gives the illusion of
confidence and incredible forward momentum.
To be fair, you do have brief periods of feeling very confident, which
tends to make you more social. So, every time you are in your most
confident state, you hang out with your friends and keep reinforcing
this idea of yourself.
It’s a cycle that you. cannot. stop. perpetuating.